Saturday, October 11, 2014

How do you stay you.

I wonder how you maintain your identity with this. I know almost every decision I make is now guestioned. I was an airline captain for many years and never had  decision questioned , what I said was the last word. Now I can't even decide whats for dinner.  Yes I'm still here my inside is still working. I admit that I am much slower but function. In a
In an earlier post I talked about my dog getting lost in the woods.  That night it was like I didn't have Parkinson's. I was out there walking up and down the hills and the woods trying to find her, and I did it for about 2 hours. Finally after not hearing anything thing more I finally gave up.about an hour later she came back.  I really thought I would never see her again.  Her will to live is what got her through that very heavy thicket. I think the same thing gets us through every day. We are slower, stiffer and maybe don't respond as quickly but we are still here. For the most part can make up our minds, with out criticism or mistrust. It does sometimes create tension but we still need to have an input in our lives. When we are allowed we have more to give than many think.

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